in my own words: Barbie soda cup

as a reply to Marissa at depression introspection and one of my first friends in this blogosphere, here is what i said, and frankly, i reside in comment sections, on my blog and others'. maybe we can dsm code that. honesty in blog posts, yet more soul searching commentary in comment sections, where we most likely hide our true self.

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me:
"thanks. working on 2 major advocate things right now. my 3 am jaw pain begins at 1am now, so anyone who wants to talk may as well watch me sign on.fucking hell. focusing.bitched out a mortgage company and threatened to sue them if my reinstatement paperwork isnt in my hands by tomorrow. and that was the last 1 hour of my day today.
cheers, this is a long walk to good days.

i did make my daughter laugh today when she asked me what size her soda was? and "write it down".

"write it down?"

Ok."teeny tiny Barbie soda cup".

whatever works!!"
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referencing back to october, i can only say so much right now, and when things are "all over" i will. i reside within the 11 hour.