Friday, March 20, 2009

my free spirit

"What if this birds wings were not clipped in all actually, but it just had not flown free for so long it had forgot that it could fly in all the rational against its very true nature. And by not being able to be in direct contact with this true self it really had become mute because it really had nothing to sing about at all. Then one day the cage door was swung open and it just sat there on its perch unaware that it was called to be free and regain it’s true self once more. Wouldn’t it been the kind, caring, and thoughtful action to encourage this bird through that door and show it by a release of the hand , that its wings again were pushed in to action by its very instinctual being to flutter and fly free as the bird it had always been. I believe before too long this bird would again embrace itself and nature to fly gloriously free and true as it had once before in the boundless sky before it. And for that voice of song that had been mute for so long; wouldn't it miraculously come back in a cheerful melody of beauty unfathomed by the prognosticators who said this bird was lost forever by an imprisonment of its soul, spirit, and body.Wouldn’t that give us all hope as the ones locked in the cage of very own demons and circumstances. That we to could fly once more in spite of the tragedy and trauma that had imprisoned our lives for so long against are very true nature, and to be free to fly soaring to new heights and singing aloud the glorious song of joy."
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*that is a comment left for me in june 08, when i pondered on my blog-- my ability to be a bird free of a cage-- in a poem i wrote. at the time, i was headed for my appearance at bankruptcy court which was a couple of weeks away, and really starting to try and surface again after years to find the meaning of my life again. i've learned a lot since then, and that is to truly live the day, the moment, and treasure the gifts life brings to us as they are given. thanks to the commenter,Stan, who never ceases to amaze me with his unique perspective on life.

3 comments:

Herrad said...

Hi Stephany,

Difficult to no get side tracked and forget that it is all about here and now.

We all forget this and act like we are in a dress rehearsal for life and not the performance itself.

Its a double take we all experience everyday.

Love,
Herrad

Stephany said...

Thank you, Herrad

kmbrco said...

This is so true. Each day I have to remind myself to not get caught up in the what-if's, and the why didn't, and the worrying about what might happen. The rediculous scenarios that go through my head about one thing or another.

I've been doing it since I was a child, lying in bed at night begging God to please watch over my mother, my father, my sisters, my cat. But how do you leave someone out? By the end of the line, and two hours later and into early morning, I'm finally just begging God to watch over the whole damn world. Although, when I was five I don't think I said whole "damn" world...

Anyway, you're so right. It's key to try to live, and appreciate, the here and now. We must remember that we DO have wings, so that we might remember to fly.