i've been writing notes here as i think the last 5 days. one thought as i drove today was that i do accept what has happened to my daughter. mental health issues, psychosis. i have to say that i don't like it. i do accept it. i accept her and love her for who she is right now, and any day.
but, there is a part that takes time and that is finding peace.
finding peace about a circumstance, a situation, a death or an illness of a loved one, takes time and most of all it takes time to find that peace in your heart and soul.
i never waiver in acceptance of her. it's difficult, it is one day at a time as years go by, but i think the 'bottom of patience, one finds heaven' has an answer after a decade of reading that in my car in front of me.
the bottom of patience, is in fact peace in your heart and soul about what has troubled you. then, and therefore it is heaven.
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I understand where you are coming from.
OMG TC melts my heart but I get so pissed when others (even kids) mistreat him. I want to beat the shit out of them for real.
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