did they have visitors?

Via Dr.X's blog , New Scientist has a photo gallery of images from Christopher Payne's book Asylum: Inside the closed world of state mental hospitals. (rows of unclaimed copper cremation urns at Oregon State Hospital)
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today at the psych ward several people had visitors, 4 total including my daughter. that was nice to see, as for the last several years i am often the lone visitor. there is so much to say about looking out a window to a limited view of the trees without leaf, or the rain. i stood there looking out the window and saw the traffic light down the hill where the light notoriously turns red and i am forced to wait. that's where the tears always flow. i stood there looking at that distant light and thought, "the crying place". today i took her ice cream as i told her i would yesterday. she has a lot of internal stimuli, voices, delusions. "i have bad thoughts", she said. i simply sat and watched the movie with her and the hour really was the longest she was calm in a month. i don't know why she jumped out of her chair and charged toward me, punching my arm until the staff dragged her away into the seclusion room. i felt my face turn hot and i heard someone say, "go somewhere else", as i was trying to go toward the elevator door one staff had waiting, and open. at least 6 people took her into that room, and all i could do as i walked past, was say "you're OK".
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the crying place

burning, hot tears flowed down my face. i stifled it. i went to the grocery store and i came home.
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This image: Christopher Payne)